It's been a long time since i last updated my blog . Well , there's nothing much i can share with you guys . To me everyday is the same that i , myself , sometimes are getting bored with my own life . Not knowing what is the reason but i think that im getting bored with people and i do think that people are getting bored with me too . I just thought that sometimes people want to be friend with me because they want something from me but when they don't need me , they'll ignore me and do their own stuffs. I dont know how far the true is but i just wanna share my thought . My point of view . Life in university is not the same as we were in school . Trust me . Here , we got new friends , we met new people and of course a new phase of life . Talking about new friends , hmmm . It's nice to know them but i felt kinda awkward at the first place . I tried my best to get closer into them but i think i'm not being me. It's like i'm pretending , it's like i'm not belong to them . I dont know whether they felt the same too. For me , it's hard to adapt with new people because i dont know their true colours , i meant their true behavior and what not . I admit that i feel like i am a stranger to them . They are not the same as my school friends who i can tell all my secrets , my crushes and everything . Yes EVERYTHING . It's a kind of pleasure when i talk to my school friends because i am being me . Im not being a 'plastic' with them . Hmm perhaps it takes time to get to know other people . I meant , new people . Yeah , looking at the positive side , i think maybe in the 5 years time and forward , we can get used to each other and be a good friends through thick and thin . It's not like im condemninng but i just wanna spill out everything that i felt from the bottom of my heart . I hope i can be a good friend to them and they'll accept me for who i am . Im not saying that all my friends here are not good . There're plenty of them who are very close to me , who i can trust and who can give support when i'm down . And i really appreciate them for making me happy throughout the year . I just hope that i can make more friends in the future :)
Here, i wanna thanks to all my friends who are always with me because there's nothing can make me happy than having a caring friends like you guys and do forgive me if i did something wrong with you . Thanks :')